Zhang Jun's Blog

2007-12-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

Guys! Please Relink me at :
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http://adieu-thesecretsky.blogspot.com/

Sorry for the trouble cause.

THANK YOU =D

2007-12-30T12:28:00.000+08:00

Hello all..
I back in SG already.

Woo...Sch going to reopen soon..Argh

Haha..About the MM session.
The day after that, he called and ask for my number.(dont think too far)
Then we started chatting by SMS..then later on Phone.
why i said dont think too much is because the main thing we chat is about Singapore as he coming to SG soon.
LOL..

Lastnight he told me something.
Wooo So touched.
He said,
"在新加坡,朋友的话,只要有你就足够了"
Oh my God... wondering.. is this my first time heard it from a guy?
then somemore...before i went to airport, he sms me that "在电影里，离别都是要拥抱的"
LOL...

If not wrong,he will come to SG next year end.
Waiting for the day to come.=D.

Ouyangpengyu. I am Waiting for you.

2007-12-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Waaa...Last minute

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

was very busy in the past 2 days.
LOL..last night was very funny,because my mummy bring me to meet someone..
so call "xiang qin"
LOL....

Relax..Its just a joke between both parents.
His name is OuYangPengYu.
Hehe..Looks very handsome..=_=
when i first saw him..God..my face turn red like a tomato immediately
PAISEH!
because my father go fetch him so he sat beside me in the CAR!
Damn near...zzz.. Somemore..we both wear the same T shirt.. sian...
then went to his house to have dinner..and talk about things in SG..
He told me that he wanna come SG study..
Speechless......

Today go make my hair..
very nice to me..Hehe.

nth to write about..
Coming back to SG soon...
Argh..i still have alot of things havent buy yet..DIE!

Guys..I miss your... <3

2007-12-21T17:57:00.001+08:00

Woke up around 7.30am today.
Very early...I didnt get enough sleep at all.
but no choice, have to follow family to cemetry.
Damn tired after everything..

I keep on fall alseep in my father's car while we on the way back.
LOL..then in the end, my parents decided to leave me inside the car
then they went home..
GOD! i was in a blur situation while my parents left the key to me.
When i woke up, OMG! O_O! so scary!
The car park is underground and very dark!
Then i realise i alone in the Carpark..
I faster jump up and wnet home..
LOL!

Done some housework as my house is very dirty.
Washed alot of things...Hand very cold..the Water very cold also.
Kunming very dry in Winter.that is why my skin and lip are very dry these days.

Erm..Tmr will going to my Grandfather's 60 years Birthday.
Should be alot of ppl there tmr.and i need to dress up very nicely. =_='''

Sian..Christmas has to celebrat in China..
=_='' my lonely christmas! Ohhhhhhh...

To meichi : i relinked you already..Hehe

Lol...I cant even imagine i am doing that..

i cant imagine i help it.

And..Yup..i am not ZJ while i doing it.

Feels really bad.. Why?

why i am the one help them in the end?

I am so idiotic...

Help U? what i will get? nothing..

But what am i expect from him? i wondering...

Nvm..ZJ ..cheer up!

LET GO OF EVERYTHING!

2007-12-18T16:17:00.000+08:00

Argh..
The stupid weather is getting more and more cold now.
Yesterday i was still laughing because of the good weather.
But now is "Crying" because too cold,No sun at all.

T_T.

Yesterday i took the Bus to buy my PSP charger.
God! it cost me 100+ yuan.
SIAO! I swear i will never lose it again..
Then later went to buy my digital dictionary.
zzz. It cost 598 yuan..estimate is 600!.
Looked into my pathetic wallet..inside only left 435 yuan.
Not enough for the item..
No choice, called my father for SOS!
While waiting for him, i went to the Bookship upstairs to buy Fictions.
My father reached the bookshop after 2hr30min.!
because of the stupid traffic jam!
Oh men..
I waited until siao..

Bought my things then went to my cusion house eat dinner.
Later went home and sleep around 1.30. because i download the CHINA O2JAM.

Early in the morning (which is 12pm) i woke up.
Then go register the O2JAM and play..
Woo..the songs inside are cool!.
Much better than SG O2JAM.

I am in my Cusion house now.because his computer rox..

I am bored now..

Wohohohoho!...Xmas is coming!

2007-12-15T16:51:00.000+08:00

I am in my father's office now.
Here the internet acess is great. Speech was quiet fast.

Life is still sian even in Kunming, as here have nothing to do.
My brothers are still schooling, Sister are Working.
Me? do nothing.. No sch..No work. No where to go.
Today the weather is fine. Sky is so Blue. and there is SUN.. LOLS..

Oh ya.. Last night i saw many many stars.
Its just so Clearly seen.
Many many... So beautiful.

ZzZz.. sian.... Office computer no MSN!
GOD!...

Dun know what to write.
Hehe....

I MISS YOU!

I MISS YOU!.

This is my transparent Secret to you.

2007-12-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

Its freezing cold here.
Hello guys , i am in Kunming now.

Last night was kinda of torture to me.
The plane was really crowd and the pathetic me was sitting in between of two men.
ZzzZz...
i cant even sleep.
plane reach Kunming in 5.40am in the morning.
SIAO!

Alright, last night before i took the areplane to Kunming wass really Fun
I went to kenny roger to take back my PSP from Darren.
Then later since we nothing to do, the he suggested to take a walk.
We went to watch the moive "Alvin and the XXXX"paiiseh, dun know how to spell.
Woo.. Super cute and nice..Funny also.
After everything we went outside Kenny roger,there is a Pet shop there,and we went to see those Rabbit.
Ok..aftwe everything.
Actually was thinking of going home after the movie.
In the end, Darren decided to sent me to airport since i was alone.

Haha..Thanks darren ! I feel so touched. LOLS.
A BIG THANKS TO DARREN. Love ya =D

GOD.My hand is freezing cold now.
LOLS..
Guys I will miss your.
so sad i cannot go in MSN. but i will try to download it.

Byes.<3

2007-12-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

Going to Rain soon..
Argh... Actually Today also my birthday...
13/12/2007 in Chinese Old calendar is 12 Yue chu 4.
LOls..according to my grandparents Today is my Real birthday.
LOLS.. but Nvm.. I perfer 9 Dec. Hehe

Going out later to meet Darren and take back my dear PSP!
Suntec again..
I dun know why. i just hate that place.
But no choice.. other ppl like there and My work place is in there.
Pathetic.

Haven finish packing my things yet.
All those T shirts and pants, i dun think is suitable to wear in Kunming
as there is WINTER NOW..
Hehe..
Tonight 12 am. I am going to take TAXI myself to go to Airport..
Everything alone.. So pathetic again.

Sian! Sian! Sian!
God..My stomache not feel well again.
Maybe i ate TOO MUCH just now..
ZzZzZz...So greedy. found the food nice, then keep on eating until forget i will Gain weight.

PATHETIC!!!!!!

Going out liao..Later I late..then will be very Paiseh.
LOLS.

2007-12-13T02:19:00.000+08:00

Look at the Watch..
God..its 2.19 am
So late already.
I think i should sleep now..
PANDA EYE IS COMING OUT.
Sob..

Lols..Just now that Post is really abit Emo la..
So..PPL..think twice before you read it.
Hehe..

Oh ya. I am going to use another Blog Soon.
Which means i will "maybe" DELETE this blog. or maybe just let this blog be here
But i will use another New blog.
I already create it.
Just dun tell your the URL link..

I will tell your to Re-Link me later. Not now.
So i will still be using this Sky-Secretwish for somedays.
Woo.. i have been using this address for one year without making any change of the Link.
hehe..

Alright..I go sleep liao..
Tmr Sure will wake up around 12 Plus..
Diaoo..

Nites~

Ps. I realised that Emo Post Really not Suitable for me.

write in normal way better..

Singlish abit..LOLS..

SMILE..=D IS THE BEST.!

2007-12-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

Was reading my Cusion Sister's QQ blog just now.
Its been a very very long time since i last read it.
I click on the Photo album and saw many new updated photos.
I feels very dun know how to describe the feeling.. Upset? being left out?

I saw the Photos that my family outing to Thailand.
My Aunties, sisters and brothers.
Everybody together.
The expression on their face shows that they were so happy and enjoy.

I am thinking that will i ever have a chance to be with them again?
WILL I EVER HAVE THE PRACIOUS CHANCE?

Those photo will never have me inside. Never.

Me? everybody thinking that i am so lucky that can go Singapore study.
I am so rich that can fly to Singapore to learn English and have good Education.
Everyone in my family so envy me.

But actually, do they ever know that I have nothing after i came to Singapore.
I cannot have any Family trip or Outing with my Big family.
I have no chance to spent enjoyful time with them.
I dont know how to express my feeling now.
I just feels i owns nothing after all.

I use everything to just exchange the EDUCATION IN SG.
Worth it or not? After much thinking. i found that its WORTHLESS.

人活在这个世界上,只要开心就好.
可是我呢?
我不能和自己的家人在一起.
这算是一种快乐吗? 这算是幸福吗?
看着那些照片.
我在想, 我还算是那个大家庭的成员吗?
我已经被遗忘了.
彻底的遗忘了..

我到底是什么呢?
到底哪里才是属于我的家呢?

为什么我总是一个人呢?!
为什么?

2007-12-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

"生不带来,死不带走,只有吃进去的才是你的"
姜皓天的这句话真是经典啊

I have been staying at home for 3 days already.
No work.
Flying off tmr night.
alone in SG.
Nothing to do.
Eat alot of sneak.
ZzZ..
Life seems so bored now.
zzz

2007-12-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

THE BEAR

Hehe..this is the teddy bear that Han & I picked.

Just simple love it. So cute <3.

THE WATCH...

Was accidently saw it in esprit shop last night.

Then mum bought it for me as Birthday Gift.

So nice. But sadly its white in colour. will get dirty very easily.

+_+'

I was taking bus 196 to parkway this morning.
While It's raining heavily outside

Inside the bus was freezing cold.

and there was many water vapour on the window.

My Mp3 was playing Tong En's Song

The"Be myself" album.

That Moment

I had a deep feeling inside me.

Just feels EMO? maybe.

Yup.

Not because you & not because of him

I just wanna be myself.

I just want myself be more happier.

FOLLOW THE LYRIC

AND FINDS BACK EVERYTHING.

=D.

ReEdit:

Elliot - Thanks you. Hehe..dun need feel sorry about it. Thanks for your wish. =D

Emily - Hellos..Thanks for your wish too.. We both jiayou..sure can find a new and true love..LOLS..<33

Fion - Thanks Thanks..dun need say sorry la..hehe

2007-12-09T23:03:00.001+08:00

Thanks Guys for Coming my BBQ birthday "party"
And thanks for your wish to me.
I so happy that i have so many good friends.
Your brighten up my days..SERIOUSLY! XD.hehe

ReEdit*

LOVE YOUR! <3

Speacial Thanks:

-YIHAN
-DARREN
-IRENE
-ANGEL
-NICHOLAS
-XIAOJUN (jie)
-PAULINE
-YENZHI
-YILING
-MEICHI
-REGINA
-MELISSA.
-BSY
-MUMMY

Also THANKS TO :

-ZHENWEI
-ASHTON
-YIZHAN
-WILSON
-GABBIE
-CHAOHONG
-JONATHAN
-JERVIN
-ZHIHUI
-SIYING
-XUETING
-GERALD
-WEICHUAN
-ELLIOT
-EMILY
-FION

A VERY BIG "THANKS"TO ALL OF YOU.=D

2007-12-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

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Woo..I am 16 already.

Lalala

2007-12-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

On the way back home tonight, I saw many shiny stars.
It was so beautiful.. First time see so many stars in the sky since i came to Singapore.
Yup.. I 100% sure that are stars not Aeroplane lights.Lols.
Haha..Just that moment i felt so clam..

Today's working was totally Sucks..
So pissed off with Manager and the head..
Also, Super pissed off with the Aunty Ong. Hates her.
because of all those problem, today was very tired.
feel like fainting.
I was thinking of resign this job. i enough of it already.
ZzZzZ..
Tomorrow i think will be a nightmare for me.
FULL SHIFT!! god.. Plus Tmr F.I.R is coming. and they will be outside kenny roger..
so tmr definitely will have alot of ppl there. and when they finish all those stuff. some of them will come to kenny roger to have their meal.
OH MY GOSH!....
i can't imagine..

Alright, i going to sleep now.. TOOO TIRED!

2007-12-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

Bored to death..

This phrase has been appear so often since the Holiday starts.
Yup, Its right that now very boring.
From the morning i woke up till up, i keep on repeating things i do.
Computer On & Off more than 5 times.
TV i watch Over and over again.
ZzZZz.
Actually i have to go work today. and its full shift from 12pm to 11pm.
But i didnt go, because i am weird these days. and cannot concentrate well.
So i decided not to go.
That is why i so bored.
LOLS...

Birthday is coming soon..
Today is 6. Tomorrow is 7.
the day after Tomorrow is 8.
the day after tmr's tmr is 9.
lols..i am being lame now..hahahaha..
Which means 2 more days to go.
Waaa...i was thinking that times goes so fast..

Haish.. my mother is going to Japan on 12/12/2007.
I feels so jealous and sad...Nono, is nothing can decribe the feeling now.
But i still acting infront of my mother and keep on saying that i am okay,
I dun wanna go JAPAN already.i prefer Home.

Argh.... Dumb me.
now only can waiting for Next year to come.
March Holiday then go there to see SAKURA.
Hehehe..This is the promise from my mother.
So i think she will fillfull my dream for sure.
Hope so bah..LOLS..

Going back to China soon.
Wondering what to do when i go back.
Cut my hair first i think coz its really yucks now..
Then go shopping for somedays buy some WINTER Wear If not i will die from cold.
Lols..Grandfather's 60 years Birthday this year On 25 DEC 2007..
Wooo...so cool..X' Mas day.
Hahaha.. thinking of getting a present for him.

God..am i write too much now?
Yup..think so..
Okay..Working tmr again...

Still very bored now..T_T.

Is my blog now very cool and emo? Wahahahahaha....

2007-12-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

Phew..

Finally done my blog Skin.

So how is it? Nice? or abit scary because all black and white photo.

Lols.. but i find it COOL. love it so much.Hahaha.

Today (also can say as yesterday because now is pass 12 am)
Went out with Yihan. Waaaseh..Extremely Fun.
We walked from Cityhall to Marina square to Suntec then to Bugis.
Eat in Marina Squre first then we started to find my birthday Present.
Its very hard to find a nice one. Find so many place but didnt get a single thing.
No choice, we walked to suntec then went Bugis.
Took many Neoprint there. So nice. XD. Hehehe.
Again,we started to find my gift. dun know walked how long, and think how many idea.
In the End, we found One Teddy Bear.
We were having a hard time to choose one final bear,because all are very cute.
Lols.. I love It..
THANKS HAN!....hehehehe.

After everything had done, went library borrow some books then went home.
NICE DAY! So happy and so Enjoyable. Hehe.

%With Much Joy and Love.

Goodnites Guys.

2007-12-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

-4GB Internal Memory
-Photo Album & Scrapbook
-Smile Shutter
-Face Detection Technology
-8.1 Mega Pixels with Super HAD CCD
-2.7" Touch Screen LCD
-Carl Zeiss® Vario-Tessar Lens with 3x Optical Zoom
-BIONZ Image Processing Engine
-Super SteadyShot
-HD Slide Show with Select Music Playback
-1 cm Macro Mode
-High Definition Output (for still image)

I WANT IT! XD

2007-12-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

ZzZz
I think i really crazy.
Just now i was eating at Bugis with my mummy.
Eat until half way, someone called her and ask her go japan for some business trip.
Woooo...mummy so lucky. can go japan.
then of course mummy know that i wanted to go Japan very very much
So she was thinking of bring me go too.
she asked me if i want to cancel my Air ticket to kunming then go Japan with her.
but i need to go school tmr to get something in order to get Japan Visa.
its abit complicated.
The moment i heard that, i was so happy..almost jump up.
But also, my mummy and i have some difficuties to go japan.
So a miracle had happened..
Which is
I told my mummy dun cancel my ticket,
and i dun want to go japan.
I want back to Kunming..
OMG!..
i even shocked myself.
SIAO already.. zzzz
haish...feels abit regreted and sad.. I lose a chance to go japan..

But my mummy keep on telling me she will definitely let me go Japan Next year on March to see SAKURA. Nomatter what, she will let me go..
WAHAHAHAHA.....
and now, i am thinking i want to buy the new Sony camera to bring to Japan take nice nice sakura photo.
Hehehe...Work hard now.
work hard to buy that camera..

2007-12-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

Today is 2 December already..
7 more day.
Woooohooo..cant wait already.

God..working so tired these days.
From the day i back from china till now..i keep on work and work without rest at all.
NO OFF DAY! what?! Manager siao! how can she...haish

But nevermind, Kenny Roger is fun. People there are all very nice and fun.
working with them make the bored job more fun. fill with all the joy.
Hehehe....

Going back to china soon..
I miss my family and my BED! also all the dolls on my bed and my winter cloths.
hehe.

Wahaha..going to 16 soon..
which means i can watch NC16 Movie already
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...OMG!
no la..jkjk.. 16 years for me..is a very nice age.
16. Teenager.
hehe.
just feels so happy. =D.

ps.Just past 12 am. so now is 3 dec.

6 MORE DAYS!

2007-12-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

Wooohoooo!

Today is 1st DEC 2007.

8 more days to 9 Dec 2007

Which is my BIRTHDAY!

Going to 16 soon..

So happy.

2007-11-28T11:04:00.000+08:00

Ok
I am here to upload some picture.
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This two was at the YALONGWAN.

this one is one of the 5 star hotel i lived in.

this one is the outside of the the 5 star hotel at the Nandao.

this one is the Super Guanyinpusa. height is 180m if i am not wrong.ZzZ.

this is the view at the side of the bright to the Guanyinpusa.

Baby Monkey!!!Super Cute!

Red banana?

this took at the TianYaHaiJiao.

The View from one of the Best Best 5 Star hotel.

inside the room.#18-02

kinda of weird seafood we eat.inside is EGG. O_o

Nomore...Others either is inside my father's camera or i lazy to upload them.
Hehehe.

Argh..I am sick..sore throad + running nose. GOD!

Develop into Fever soon...=_= ZzZz

Weeeeee,finally back in SG. kinda of Happy.
Wahahaha..

2007-11-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hello!
I am back from HAINAN.

So tired and i am sick. ZzZzzZ SIAN...
I dont really like this trip because there was so crowd and "people" there are all no manners. rude. So pissed with them.
Nvm...totally exhuasted now. i will upload some picture took by my phone tmr.
i go rest now.. tmr go see doctor. T_T
SOB!

2007-11-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Alright!

I am flying off Tmr Morning.

So, will not update my blog within these days

Busy Packing things now..Argh..

Wooo..

i cant wait to leave Singapore anymore..

Okay!

GUYS I WILL MISS YOUR!

Anything just leave a message in my CBOX.

When i will come back? hehe.dun tell your.

Ps. Yihan.Wish you perform well Tmr.
All the best my dear.GOOD LUCK!.

PS. On 24 Nov 2007 is Zhenwei's 16 birthday.
Wooo..Happy Birthday to ZHENWEI!.
(because i will not in SG, so write here today..thanks me wor EVIL!)

2007-11-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

YOYO

This is the 170th post

.....

...

Erm, nothing much to write about.

Work in kenny roger as usual

Today was slacking there because is weekday.

Then we nothing to do, keep on telling jokes.Funny.

Was laughing like mad, manager thought we all got problem

LOLS.

Feels tired because of the closing. Swept the floor, the mob.

After everything, same, went home.

I stared to watch ROMANTIC PRINCESS(公主小妹) yesterday.

Woot..it is awesome okay.

And i just realised that Wuzun (Nanfeng Jin )really handsome and cool..

God..start Huachi again. Hahaha..

Erm...I am flying off to china on 22 november. which is tmr. (now already past 12 am hehe.)

So i will not available in SG for somedays.

Wahahahahaha..

FREEDOM!

wooohooooooo.=D

I am trying to avoid you as much as i can

coz i think we both got alot of problem to settle

There is no point to think of other things

and yet cant even settle our own problem.

Haish, sometimes we all just totally a LOSER.

bloody!

2007-11-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

OMG

I think i have fall in love with SHIZI.

Hehehe.

jkjk.

he is just a comic character la..

Lols..

haish

so tired nowadays

going to break down soon..

2007-11-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

Haish.
STUPID OKAY?!
Alot of things had happened just one day ago
I feel very LOST.
Very Confuse,very hurts and very pissed.
I was thinking that Why? why bad things always happen on me this whole year?
Feel like just end my life.
But dun worry, i just say for fun.

Nvm, Take a deep breathe. In & Out.
Things will getting better and better.
I waiting for year 2008 to come.
I waiting for a new starts.
Let 2007 just over bah.

Today went out with Meli and chichi.(zz call meichi,chichi, feel so uncomfortable zzz lols)
we went to watch a movie BRATZ. nice. Lols.because of that movie, we ran from bugis to Marina within 10 min..Waaa..tired. hahaha.
Then after that, we went to walk also to find FOOD.
We ate in HAN'S. haha,we were all talking Craps inside. Meli laugh like siao.

PAISEH OKAY?!

coz everybody looking at us like we were from MARS..

.ZzZ..

At the point of time, i just wanna pretend that i dun know her.

i guess Meichi also think that way.
Then went home...

things happen again..

Skip Skip...
Then Night went out walk with ben.

=_=!

(Dangerous.. )
I gonna show one pic.who is me!

my P4 photo.

i dun know how my mummy manage to find it. but i just feel

so CUTE! ..Bleh.. =P. (Dun laugh.hehe)

let me compare a little bit.lols.

<-- ZJ past.<--ZJ Now

Alright.. Paiseh liao. *Run away*!

2007-11-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

Love?

Btw,what is love now? what is the defination of love?

and How to love someone?

Anyone else know?

I realised that i totally dun know how to love someone like last time.

I totally forgoten how to.

I also realised that, i had totally seal up myself.

Never let any love go in ..and never give out.

I thought i am already okay..already fine..already back to the normal me.

But all i thought of were wrong.

From the outside, yup i am fine.i am so normal.

But actually something was gone since the day i lose someone.

I seal up myself to exchange who i am now.

Completely seal up and lock up.

Wondering, anyone can break up the seal?

i dun know so...

Haish..that is how i suddenly realise how deep the cut is

How deep it hurts.

Is not i cannot forget him and the past relationship.

i can tell everyone that i can face the fact, i already forget everything.

i had nothing to rewind and i had no anymore feeling towards him

But what the consequences and things left now...

is what you totally cant imagine.

Because it Took away my love towards others.

How i wish i didnt start it at first?

But its too late...

What i can do now is trying my best to break my seal by myself.

...

For him and for myself.

Wondering,

how she can love another guy even get hurt so deep?

also wondering, why i choose to seal up myself?

Bloody!

2007-11-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

DPPGs GANG LOGO!

MADE BY ZHANG JUN.=D

2007-11-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

Yooo Guys. I am Back.

Today i was doing 12 pm - 4 pm. So i off earlier than yesterday..

4 hours today,but still very tired.

I think is because the past two days i didnt rest well haha.

Lols..

While i was working today

=_=''''

i saw band members.... Lols..abit shock coz they all stand outside the window and see me..Hehe..paiseh.

Alright, After i off, my parents came to fetch me and went to shopping with them.

God! Walk ,walk and walk, super tired..my legs gonna break soon.. I already stand for 4 hours.then still have to walk with them to shop..zZzZZ.

But mummy bought things for me.One Nike Shorts and Esprits Pants..

So HAPPY..=D!

After Everything of coz, GO HOME and Rest.

Oh mennnnnn...

Tmr i still working. Is the same time as today.12-4pm. Then Tuesdays I AM OFF!

WoooHooooooooo...Finally..cant wait for that day to come..

Damn it ! My bones, my muscles and my legs

Super pain. ZzZzZ..Gambateh ZJ! Never Give Up!

2007-11-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

Extremely Tired

First day work ytd.

KennyRoger was quit nice.. Ppl there are Funny and friendly.

Hahaha.. God, there the kitchen floor is super slippery can.

I almost fall down dun know how many times already..

walk inside there must be extra careful.

Skip Skip..

I was super angry about how those ppl eat their food.

Like monster..=_= all those cheese and sauce everywhere

and the Muffin..ZzZZ... super disguesting.. Haish..so sad..that is my job..to clearn them.

zzzz..

The job is really Tired. you have to stand there cannot sit for 6 or 7 hours.

but something good is, you can eat whatever you want in KennyRoger during the half hour break time..HAHA

Today i work from 5 pm till close again. Eventhough closing that time is super tired..but fun.

haha..

Alright..

Zhang jun JIAYOU..you can do it

2007-11-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

Alright..here comes a conversation between me and julien..

i find it very how to say...GOOD?!..LOLS..dun know la..

its about stead..

`jul ; says:
in the 1st place guys arent any good thing
`jul ; says:
so what for need a stead?
`jul ; says:
it only adds on to your burden
% Zhang Jun... Let it just End can? says:
correct
% Zhang Jun... Let it just End can? says:
zzzzzz
% Zhang Jun... Let it just End can? says:
that why we need stead?
`jul ; says:
lols
`jul ; says:
when u have a stead u will have to say those disgusting words to make him happy
`jul ; says:
which i think its pointless

很经典吧!!...

2007-11-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

Today Morning was really a TORTURE to me..

Alarm ring at 7.30 am. The sound is super noisy.

I had no choice,but to wake up and wake my parents up as well.

Then faster wash up.

Dash out of my house and head to ICA building to make the PR thingys.

GOD! so early.. we took the number then go 5 floor sit and wait for our turn.

I look at the number in my hand is 7077. then i look at the number on the thing is 7023!

OH MEN!!! still got so many ppl waitting.. SIAN!..

wait for 1.30 hours..its our turn..

go infront..Then the lady say I need Medic Report..

WHAT THE..... Bo bian..cannot get the thing today.

then i left and rush to band.and also thinking of getting my PSP back from ASHTON SU!.+_+

On the way in texi..mummy call me again..say what i have go for medi check up today before 11 am!

WHAT THE...... faster go school..practise for 20 min.then rush to raffles hospital.. PS! CANNOT FIND ASHTON AT ALL!!! my psp!!!..ZZZZ

skip skip..

Then wait until siao...so many ppl there..+_+

today the blood test super painful...Haish..

last time no feeling..ZZZZZZZZZ..

until 1.50 pm then end everything..TIRED...

and Phone no batt..cannot sms someone..ZZZZZZZ

oK...Coz i am lazy..so i just anyhow blog today..

If you cant understand..lols..Then Great! Coz you are normal ppl.

and i cant understand what i writing also..LOLS

OK SIAO LIAO.. I GO REST..later come and correct all those mistake..

2007-11-06T18:27:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh.
Today was totally in a bad mood.
Morning, i was still in my dreamland.
then my stupid phone start to make noise..
Message was like siao..+_+
So pissed,then i just heck care them,let it ring..
after a few min, it stop and i fall asleep again.
But! i think not more than 10 min. the stupid printer start clean the ink..
What the hell.. so scary can? i very scared..can you imagine when you in your dreamland,and the printer start to make noise,something like printing things and your computer not even on?
Is kinda of scary ok... Cold sweat was rolling down.. and i was stared at my printer until it stop.
Phew.. then i fall asleep again..
NOTE* the time was 8am in the morning!

Alright, then not sleep more than 30 min. My father come in my room. and you know what, he put the roller blate which he bought for me as a prize of my result on my bed which is just beside my head..then he walk out. I was still in a blur situation.i just look at it once then turn and sleeo again..+_+. so 15 min later..my mother screaming outside and asked me to go BREAKFAST.
WHAT?! Breakfast?! i wanna sleep can? not eat.. Haish..
My dear DREAM!!

T_T

haish..
Okok..skip skip.

About the interview today..
Alright, i pass it. and will be working from thursday onwards..
Aiya..dun care already..whatever it will be..Just work.
it will be a good experience for me nomatter is wash dish, clean table or what.
I will jiayou..

Guys...wish me all the best..
=D.

To :

Meichi and Pauline.

GOSH! YOUR TWO.... Wanna die is it?

I will make sure punch your two when i see you next time.

Si pauline..flood like hell..

Meichi soso..can forgive her..LOLS.

2007-11-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOO..

Blog Skin Changed!

Spend 2 hours plus to find a nice one..Phew..

hehe..SO NICE!!

2007-11-04T18:14:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY IS BORED!!

Holiday is sian...

.........

.......

.....

...

I AM SO HAPPY!

I AM SO LUCKY!

yesterday was 3 of november 2007.

zzzzz

so lame..

=_='

2007-11-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

Oh...so bored now.
Today i am very happy can..
I had receive the letter from GOV that congrat me to be Singapore PR.
lols..I was jumping around and smiling when i saw the letter,
then a man saw me and
he said " 小妹妹，你在开心什么啊？你这样笑很恐怖你知道吗"

Then i show him the letter..
Diao,Then he say...Woot..that means you can marry me already..!!!
WHAT!!!! NO WAY... lols.. i know he was joking. lols..

Alright....its really very bored now..
ZzZzZzz.....
knee still very pain..tmr still have to go out with Han..+_+ .
Nvm..hehe..

2007-11-02T09:45:00.000+08:00

Argh...Yesterday was a Fun and Nice day to me.
Is just that very tired and my knee super pain now..very very pain.
Mr Lim...i wish he will teach us next year..
but i dont know why,from the way he talks,it tell me that Mr lim will not teach us.
Haish feel so bad.
Btw,Thanks those for coming.really thanks your..
Others,i really dun know what to say to your.
the min i picked up yenzhi's phone and heard that she not come because of Angel
i was like very disappointed and sad.
Fine then....this friendship isnt a friendship at all. NVM! i can throw it away.

And,Lols...yesterday saw ashton come along with his stead..LOLS!
i almost fall down while i cycling...Scary.. hehe..NVM..i think i am fine to see that.
No emo? hehe..secret.

Melissa,Meichi,Regina,Yiling,Pauline and Zhang jun..
we are..DPPG?..O_o lols..

what shall i do now? what is my decision now?
i really dun know..i dun wanna hurt him..but do i like him?
IDK also...GOD! SIAO!!..
nvm..lols..

2007-10-31T18:29:00.000+08:00

Back from ECP..
I am very tired.
Morning got band practise from 8.30 to 12 pm.
Lols.i was late again,because i miss the bus again. Hahaha..
still owe someone 50 pumping..LOLS..nvm.

Yup,After band i went to meet Meli ,regina.Meichi and Pauline then went to ECP with them.
We were laughing all along and that hurts my chest again.
Lols...reach Ecp,we eat mac first then went to find some place to sit.
Lols..On the way i found that there is rain and it getting heavier..Lols.no choice have to find shelter. Diao. Then i saw a shelter,but there is a man sleeping there. then a stupid and funny idea came out of my mind.. I quietly walk inside and shout "Oh my god.its rainning its rainning!"
then i faster run away.. LOLS..super funny can...
Alright,then the rain stop and we found a place to rest and discuss about the class outing...also to wait for Zijian to come.
Too bad..Downtown east BBQ had been cancel ...so change to ECP instead.Lols..ecp again..
He is a lamer can... lols..and he very funny.. we all were laughing like mad.
See alot of broadrican in Ecp today..Sian..LOLS
Around 5.30. we went home..
i back with zijian as he bring me to take 16.
Sian..

God..my chest very pain now.. from yesterday till now..its feels weird and pain.
mummy is very worry about me and she ask me go back china to take X-ray..something..
Haish..dun want..so scary..
Hope i will feel better soon..

Friends...I LOVE YOUR MANY...!

2007-10-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

Find this in Friendster..
Wondering, any guy will really did that to his girlfriend.. if yes..wa..that girl will be very XIN FU.

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]
When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on thecheek. ]
When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leaveher ]
When she lays her head on yourshoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold herhand ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything isokay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you couldunderstand ]
When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]
When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make herlaugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even ifshes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight anddon'tlet go
- When she says she's ok dont believeit, talk with her- because 10 yrs later she'll rememberyou:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthdaytote ll her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and afteryou wake up
- Treat her like she's all that mattersto you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she'ssick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her orher favorite show even if you think itsstupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang outwith her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

2007-10-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hey.people!

Do your know how boring is this holiday?

the bored can kills a cat ? o_O lols

Nothing to do, i also lazy to blog as nothing to blog.

Last night i emo again..
Emo without reason.. Just feels very bad.
i jealous..lols.. my heart pain lols.. the cuts is bleeding again..lols..

Haish..

Chance? yea..i can give.
but in the end, i will hurt you.
i scared..
what should i do now?
are you still willing to try?

2007-10-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

To Emily.

Girl,Cheer up..
i know the feeling very sucks. but you have to be strong.
I know its hurt alot for us. haish
but Nothing can actually heal the cut in your heart at this point of time.
The only medcine to heal it is TIME.
only time can wash away all the pains.

Dun think too much..
Jiayou, i know you can do it.
Take your time..1 month 2 months or maybe 6 months to forget all .
go listen to some songs..go spend time with your friend.
it will at least make you feel better.

God bless you.
Sweety..A za a za fighting..

2007-10-26T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hehe... i come haolian for awhile as in Showing my result. lols
i know its not really good la.. hehe..
(P.S for some dun understand my english.pls just dun read.)

English 50 - C6
Chinese 84 - A1
Mathematics 79 -A1
Science 67 -B3
Geography 66- B3
History 64 -B4
Literature 62 - B4
D&T 69 - B3
HE 57 - C5
Art 69 - B3.

66.5 % of overall..
11 in level position.!

YEAH!!!. I did it.. Next year i will work more harder... Aim for 3EA in 2009!
JIAYOU!!

today is the last of of this term as well as the last day of the year.
Phew, finally....
And i got the class outstanding award..
Wooot..thanks Mr lim..
oh ya..almost forget..THANKS Mrs Saha..hehe..

Ok..
Guys..i will miss your all.. see your in 2EA next year.

With lots of love.. Jun..

2007-10-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

To Spammer :

I know your are having the difficulty of understand my English..
that is why your think i look down on NA.
Lols..But nvm.whether you wanna know or not,i just wanna tell you i NEVER look down on NA.i just dun want drop to NA..And also most of my friends are also in NA. I think they wont think i look down on Them.

And who your are? if dare to scold me like that..why not dare to write your name?
Not happy with me..just come talk to me face to face instead of being a coward.

btw..i had get back my Report book.. and the result are GOOD! so, i am not that angry when i see your spam.. and i delete it as i dun want your to pollute my blog.

And dun try to destory my mood when i feel happy at this point of time!

2007-10-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED.....

Tired to death men....

2007-10-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

Its kinda of boring these days.
went school do nothing at all.
It's like i stared at you ,you stared at me until the school bell ring,then went home.
So,i was thinking of how am i gonna spend my Holiday. i should be super boring.Argh. i rather go school then..T.T

I was abit emo these days,because of somethings. Friendship,Relationship and Etc..
I dont know what am i thinking,just feel very empty ,confuess and scared inside.
Councillor..Haish..actually i was thinking that still got melissa they all accompany me,so wont lose any friend or feel lonely. But i was totally wrong after some weeks.
And so i was abit pissed today. I decided i will not help them anymore men. Its enough.

Class camp had been cancelled now. only have outing. so i have nothing to worry about already.
erm..wondering if i should back to china earlier? Haish..
If not i will get hurts more.
You know.. People around me are hurting me so much ,but they just dont know it.
I dont know what now.
I hate Broadrick men! Hate it.
And so,about relationship.. Haish i am a Loser in it.. Totally a LOSER!
i have no perfect love. Haish..
Now also, Like someone but have to give up.. Oh men..What the hell on earth is happening?
I just need to find someone who willing to lend me his shoulder. willing to stick with me through everything.
But, so sad.. My fate is like that. I will never find any.

I 16 soon, but sad to say i still studying in Sec1!! @#$%^&*(
Still play with those 2 or 3 years younger than me .
I will be more mature than them..that is why sometimes i just cant stand their childish thinking.
I HATE EVERYTHING YOU KNOW..

Eventhough i have lots of friend.But i am still lonely. Very Lonely.
Haish.............

2007-10-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

Thanks GUYS,

i will cheer up.i swear i will cheer up.

Thanks :

Zhan
Elliot
Benjamin
nicholas
Samantha
Melissa
Ashton
Yenzhi
Angel
Julien
regina

Really Thanks for Cheering me up.
Believe in myself now..
i will believe that i will not drop to NA.
even if i really drop..also nvm now..

2007-10-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

Got back all the result yesterday.

Over all was ok. But English.
When i first see my english.. i broke into tears
I cry very loud ,i very sad. very very very sad.
i was thinking that why after i study so hard in the end also fail?
why the paper have to be set so hard for us?
I dont know how.. Fail english=NA 2008.
Noway! NA = everything will become nothing.
I was so depress ... to depress that i think it is the end of the world.
Friends are telling me that i will not end up in NA.
but who knows? i so scared. i very scared.

HOW? WHAT SHOULD I DO?
THAT IS WHAT I GET AFTER TRYING TO HARD.
FAIL..

i wanna cry..but Jul tell me cry is useless. Yup.i know it.

I WISH I CAN DIE NOW.

2007-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

- I see my blood all over my hand...
- Its so Pain..

2007-10-16T22:27:00.001+08:00

Yihan...HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D.
hehe..

Lazy to write about today. But was fun.Hehe..
Morning abit tired because went for tuition around 8.30.

That is all..Bye.

2007-10-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

went out with jeannie,hanhan and meiqi today.
at first i was thinking of not going out as i have a bad headache.
but,since i long time didnt see jeannie and tommorrow is my hanhan's birthday.
so i went .
Watch a movie with jeannie.then later meet han and meiqi.
My headache come back to me again. Feel Dizzy and pain. God!

有时侯,我总是在想.
其实我是自私的.
因为我从小就是独生女的关系.
我不懂得什么是分享.
我知道分享快乐和伤心. 我只懂得分享一些心理上的事情
而我从来就不懂得如何分享东西.
我不知道为什么.
可是我在慢慢的被我周围的朋友改变.
我在学习如何去分享所有的一切.而不只是心理上的.
有时,我也是固执的.
从来就不会去替别人想一想.
我说的就是对的.
到最后其实我是错的. 哈哈哈哈哈.
还有时候.我是冷血的.
是什么就是什么.
根本不管那个人是谁,
我对那个人反感,我就不会对那个人好.
或是,如果那个人让我极其讨厌.
我就不会给他有好的脸色.
我是可怕的.
这几点,我承认.

不知道该怎么办.
这就是我,谁也不能改变.
这也是我的另一面.
不过我也有很好的一面.只要你把我当真正的朋友来看.
你就不会看到我可怕的一面.哈哈哈哈

不久前,我遇到的一个男生.
我总觉得,他的有些地方和我很相似.
呵呵. 希望能和他做好朋友吧. =D.

今天和朋友聊起天来,我突然有种害怕的感觉.
我怕我掉进普通班. 我真的很怕.
因为英文真的很难. 不是我没有学,而是,真的很难.
为什么老天就要这样对我呢.
其他朋友都说他们的英文还好,不然就是容易.
可我的呢.. 难的简直可以去跳楼!
我好想哭.....

2007-10-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

Argh.. i think i am sick now.
headache like siao..
Today went for a concert with elliot,Kt,Kelvin ,Willie and Sl.
The band perform was great... Hehehes.

Alright.. it has been a long time since i post in chinese.so i decided to use chinese to write the rest of the post. and Ppl,dun feel headache to see chinese.. Hehes.

已经过了好一阵子了...
一个学年快要结束了.时光飞逝啊.
回想一下我今年走的路,还真是坎坷.
我的第一年中学. 10 个月的学校生活.
我用了5个月,也就是一半的时间来治疗我心上的那一道深深的疤痕.
花了一个月的时间来处理一些白痴东西.
接下来的,我都不想说. 不过算一下.根本就没有发生什么特别让我开心的事.

我整天都要面对一些比我幼稚的人..
我真不知道该怎么办.
WILSON 就是一个..
他的幼稚,是欠扁的. 真是一个又白痴,有不会为别人着想.整天活在自己的世界里.
做错是了还有理的人.
我恨他! 我发誓..
之前我总以为他是那种很成熟.很懂事的人.可是我完完全全的错了. 360度的错了.
我被他折磨的比谁都残.不过他那个白痴永远只会说,"别以为只有你受伤,我也很伤心"
哇靠,他以为他是谁啊..无知的家伙.什么都不知道.
*再加上几点, 昨天,我明明心情几不是很好, 他奶奶的,
他开和我聊天,拼命的在说他和他女朋友的事. 天啊,关我什么事啊.
心情本来就不好,还来跟我胡扯一堆! 我很生气.而且我在和某人说东西.
他奶奶的,根本什么屁都不知道,拼命的在按闪屏!
就因为他的杰作,我失去了重要的东西!
妈的! 我真的忍受不下去了!
WILSON TEO,你算什么东西.!.

听说他有女朋友了..我还真是庆幸啊... 我真是笑个不停啊..
好了,就把这个人从我记忆里消除吧...

接下来就是女的..
贱是唯一能形容她的字? 应该还不止吧.
虚伪,阴险,可怕...
我一直很恨这样的人..
小学有一个,中学也有一个.
我的天啊..
俗话说,人不可貌相,海水不可阧量.
她就只这种人...
美丽的玫瑰都是带刺的..
可怕啊..

算了..不写这些了..
心情不是很好...
我想他,可是,没有见他的可能性了.真实可怜啊...

2007-10-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

Well, Sentosa was ..Ahem... fun & Bored & tired & great.
Lols...
Can be say 80% Fun,
Coz i know how to enjoy myself by running around..Lols.. (so call crazy)
took some of the lame pic and photo..

yenzhi, Angel,pauline and meichi's back!.....

Angel, Me,Meichi and pauline's back.! lols

so messy right... Haish.... anyhow throw...lols..

Me and Angel's Shadow... Heart..O.O

Lastly.. We are Friends FOREVER.....
meichi also.. Friendsforever!!..

2007-10-12T10:07:00.000+08:00

Woooooooooot EXAM OVER....the end of suffer..hehes..

but...
Last night..
I again, abit lose control of my emotion..
My heart just feel pain.. like someone squeezing it.
I dont know why i feel that way again..

i just simply hate her.that is the fact..
Hate her always screaming around. its kinda of nightmare in the morning or anytime in sch.
Hate her always attract attention.
Hate this kind of girl.

So if you see this post, and you want to find out why.
you can come and ask me in MSN .
You go cry and told him about this. is useless...
if you really dun want i hate you since he say i hurt you.
Then why cant you come ask me why instead of cry cry cry to him?
and because of this, you can make me hate you more than ever...
but if you dun care.. i have nothing to say..
telling me to tahan tahan..
Lols.. i am not Boy. so i cant...
and ya..if you want to hate me back..go ahead.
i dont give a damn.
sometimes just so pissed by whatever she do..
i know this is abit childish.. but whatever..

say about sad. Lols.. i did cry last night too..
i experience more pain than you.. NVM..
you and HIM wont understand..

LOLS.. ZJ now become my Angel liao..ZzZ
Cant believe it.. an Angel without wings. (Btw.ZJ not = ZHANG JUN..lols)
also, thanks ZJ alot and alot.. for healed me.
Friend must help each other. so i think i can heal zj too..
Believe in myself..

Going sentosa later.. eventhough mel,ling and regi turn down..But nvm..
Hahaha.. back then post somemore about it..

2007-10-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

Well, Art paper had end today morning.
recall back....
Last night ,that Pre work almost drive me crazy.

But i very satisfy with my final work piece . As i found it very nice. Its not the layout... It is the combination of all those nice photo..
one of the beverage i draw.LOLS.

Hehehehehehe....
the end of the art paper means the end of the whole EXAM...
Left D&T tmr...
Finally, i have been waiting for this days dont know how long already..LOLS.
Haiish, tommorrow i have Med Check-up, i dont feel like going,but i have to.
Arghhh....

Btw, Friday I am going to Sentosa to play..wahahahaha.. Looking forward to it..

Lastly,
Thanks Elliot for supporting me while i doing the Art Pre.. Thanks very much. = ]

2007-10-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

STRESS!!!
Math is the most stressful subject i ever have.
Die....

Eventhough sometimes i good in maths..
But i still scared like siao.
I feel so anxious now... HOW???
Breath in and out..

see those paper???
i read through dun know how many times already....

Arghhh.. help! SOS!.

2007-10-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

If i can return to the past,i will hold on to your hand,and Never let go.

2007-10-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

Science paper..
Another difficult paper to do..
i dont know how to say. The pressure are getting more and more after each paper.
I WANT TO DIE.
the stress is killing me.. i hate that feeling.
LOLS.. and today, i found out ALOT of things. some are quite funny.some are quite shocking.
Unbelievable. lols. Nevermind, nothing is impossible on Earth.
Wish your have fun. hahas. sounds abit evil.
and hor, suddenly found that, my surrounding now are couple everywhere sia. abit jealous..Joking Joking. I perfer Single. because i can be huachi. and no heartbreak.lols.

Btw, yesterday after the idiotic incident at MAC. we went to library study.
then we spotted this guy. SUPER HANDSOME, PRETTY,COOL.his eyes so nice.lols. aiyo..like guys in comic that kind.kkk. then BSY and I started HUACHI ing. lols.. they use my hanphone took pic of that guy. Woot.. thanks Yihan for sacrified herself. hahahs.

from pic not really that handsome liao..lols.

NVM.. that is it. i go study HE.
buaii..

Elliot.
Chill, relax.. Everything will be alright.
cheer up.!

2007-10-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU ASHTON.
thanks for cheering me up. thanks for saying,we agood friend. =)

THANK YOU BENJAMIN.
thanks very much to you.thanks for listening.

Elliot*(paiseh)
Cheer up please. dun be so depress.
I WONT PUNCH YOU.
BUT I WILL PUNCH YOU IF THAT CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.

2007-10-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

why?
what did i done?
did i ever want to look at you?
did i ever want to stared at you instead?

NOPE.
You not worth me to spend time to see your face.
And you have no right to insult my friend and i in the public.

you are just a bitch..sucker.. piece of shit.
if you let me see you again, i will never let you off so easily.
i will slap your face...
foreigner so what?
you think you are singaporean,then you can scold us without anyreason infront of everybody?
Bastard!!. curse you go hell.

GET LOST!

2007-10-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

English paper.
the only thing i can think now is i will fail it,definitely fail it.and will fail it badly.
Paper1 maybewill pass. But paper2... i had nothing to say.
i understand the passage,but not the question.

My eyes was full of tears when i read through all the question,and i found that 2/4 of it i dont know how to answer. At that moment,i felt so LOST. I just want to kill myself.
Haish..
Forget it bah. Its already past. its useless to regret and feel sad.
The only thing i can do now is do well in other papers..

Thanking Zhenwei and Gerald for giving me advise of believe in myself and have confindent of myself.

I will workhard for the rest of the paper.

GUYS... JIAYOU.. Dont giveup until the last seconds.

Last but not least, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to all .
e.g.(Zhenwei).lols

2007-09-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

You know what?
Tomorrow is 1 October.
what is that means?
1st Oct 2007 = "END OF YEAR EXAM (ENGLISH PAPER)"

Oh Man, Stress!
the exam last for 2 weeks.
oh god, so long.which means i have to suffer for 2 weeks.
Not fair.My friends only have to suffer for 1 weeks.
Argh.

I wanna cry now.
i feel so scared now.
scard tmr i dont understand the paper.
Wondering,where is my confident?
Come back to me please.

Oh ya. Pls, Ppl.. stop saying weilong weilong can?
I dont know how to say la.
is not paiseh, is i feels weird .and the feeling sucks when i see these.
is like will feel very sad.
I think, the better choice for me now is not to like anyone.
Love myself more.
love my friend more.
love my family more.

Alright..
Dun think about other things now.
Concentrate on Exam.
Exam is the most important things now. nothing other than that.

Jiayou. the battle start tmr.
Get ready. be prepared ^^.

A ZA A ZA FIGHTING!!

2007-09-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

It has been sometimes since my last post.

And my blog is going to die soon.
so i decided to rescue it today.

Nothing much to write about.
Only thing can talk about is EOY.
Dont have much time left now. 4 days more to go.and i am trying my best to revise everything.
Redo all those mathematics question,write and read alot of english stuff, writting notes of Science,Geography and history.
But dont know why,Eventhough i do so much revision. i still feel so empty inside my brain.
Like always missing something.
What is it ? I dont know.
the only thing i can do now is revise as much as i can to fill up my brain.
make it full, so i will not afriad of it.

Can you see how stressful i am now?
the pressure ,the fear.

So, dun come talk about love to me these days.
i have no time to think about that.
i have no choice but to put down others things.
and i dun even dare to think of him
Because he seems too far away from me. far until i cant even reach him.
haish..
I dun want emotionaly down during the exam period. lols.
Jiayou for exams.
buaii~

2007-09-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

Sian.

Didnt go for tuition today.because of those works which havent even do.
and i dont even dare to see.
so many..Arhh
Stress Stress Stress.

Exam start soon. and the first paper is ENGLISH.
DIE!.

Next week sec4normal no need go school.
Woah! so good!
if i dont go school next week. i think my result will suck like hell.
so better go.lols
Nvm.
Concentrate on study!
Hell
i want to SCREAM!

Stress, go away!.

2007-09-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

HATE IT!
HATE MY LIFE
MY LIFE SUCKS!

this time, worse than everything.
Hell.... i hate it.. what can i do?
shit! just a piece of shit.
EXAM IS COMING!.
i am extremely stressful,But still have to care about it!
HELL!
WHAT DO YOUR WANT?
just tell me,Please..
what i need now is just 5 sleeping pill.
just that is already enough for me to release everything!

2007-09-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hello .

didnt blog for the past few days,because i am busy studying for the test and coming Exam.

And feels tired easily as everyday have to wake up at 6.10 instead of 6.25.
(15 mins can help to charge alot of "battery" you know. lols.)
so almost everyday back home the first thing is throw away my bag and just lie down on my bed.

Wednesday already. and after 2 hour.it will be Thursday.
Wooo. Time Flys. End of the year is around the corner.
Feel so Stress. So much pressure.

Scared of drop to normal because of the failure of ENGLISH.
Scared of Mathematics result drop instead of improve.
Scared of Lots of things.
But i cant just break down like that. I have to overcome everything. until end of the exams.
JIAYOU BAH. I CAN DO IT.

LOLS. Everyday in class. when teacher is not around.
Most of the time i was looking at the upper sec block.
Most of the time searching for "Someone".

Wondering...
how could i like someone who dont even know me.
Who dont even know how i look like.
is this call first sight love?
Do you even believe this ? hahas.
but i believe.

Lols.that day zhenwei said.
he very friendly and always smile to others.if he smile at me. i think i will melt.
Hehehe. lols. yup i think i will.
But, Will he ever notice me?
we does chat on MSN. but not more than 10 sentence. Lols.
Ok ya. After exam.Jiayou bah. ^^.
Nomatter what, Just say it out.
its better than he dont know what is happening at all.

Secret Crush sia. Lols.

Okey, i have to study geography for tomorrow's test.
Byes.

2007-09-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

Rain again.
Sky is totally dark.

Dont know why, I just love this weather.
Love the sound make by the rain drop.

HAISH....

Dont know why, I just dont have the courage.
What am i afriad of ? i wondering.
What should i do now.
Everybody was like ask me.."GOGOGO"
Aiyoo..
Its not easy.
But i have time limit..
It just 1 and half month more.
If i didnt seized the chance...Everything will gone..
HOW?

Breath in and Out..
Try to do it.
A ZA A ZA FIGHTING ZHANG JUN!

2007-09-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

Oh men... Today was Great.
My first day being a councillor .
Lols..Lots of people see me wearing tie doing duty.
Their reaction were like "Huh? You councillor arh?" or " YOU? wearing Tie?"..ZzZz
Then they give me those unbelieveable look. + Open their Eye until so big..
Insulting me sia. T.T. Lols..

Hohohohoho.. Recess duty, i was with Melissa. take the staircase to hall.
Waseh.. i saw W.L.
woohooo.. Suddenly my face turn so red sia.
Melissa was like jumping all around and shout his name..Paiseh sia.
later Meichi and regina come join us.They saw him too. lols
Hehe.. ^^

Oh ya..Today we had English CA2 COMPO.
Haish.. Hope i can Pass bah.
Coz i really cant think of everything to write.
Argh.. SOS.

After School. Stay back for band.
Band very fun sia.
Flute Section Crazy today.
Rachel and Yumita laugh until the whole face turn red.
Willie...Lols.. Thanks him ^^
but hor..when SL saw what we doing.. Her expression was damn funny. and she said.."Dun do this thing is Band la." Lols
But hor..when viceroy came sit beside me Teach me and listen to me Play..
I felt very Anxious la..Dun know why la. That is why play until so lousy.T.T
Never..Next time practise well to show him.Wahaha

Alright.. Overall..
Today is GREAT! I LOVE IT..

^^..

I dont have the courage to do it..
God..I need courage..!

2007-09-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hehe..

I went to cut my hair today after band..
Because i hate my fringe,it is too long and it irritates me . (even friends say it is nice).

Diao..

The lady cut my fringe until very SHORT. Lols..it look abit funny now..But after some days it will look very nice..^^
But my hair now not very straight. End of the year i go rebond again.. Hehehe..

Btw, I am going to be Councillor .soon. Duty start from Friday.. ^^

Actually i dont really want to be. But i dont want to disappoint Mr Lim. and if i am a councillor,My mother will not force me to Transfer school.. This are the Reason.. Hope friends can understand . ^^

God..While i am typing..My house is SHAKING.. Arhhh!!.Scary.
Today the earthquake so Strong..7.9.
I feel very dizzy now..

Alright..Nothing much to write about now.
Tired arh..

Buaii..~

2007-09-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

School Start again..
Holiday end so fast..
my holiday wasn't a holiday..
i had not done any revision..GOD..

Today i felt very sleepy during lesson time..
especially after recess,Science.
My eye cant even open wide. and was like Blur Blur.
cant even paid attention to teacher..
Haish that feeling sucks..
it was like just lie down anywhere in anytime then can fell asleep immediately..

After school we had science SPA test..
diaoo.. it was what mr lim told us during the science lesson..
but you know..i was half asleep..Haish..Want to kill myself already..
Nvm..it was quiet easy..wont fail so easily..Lols( very confident sia)

After Test..went to eat chicken wing with pauline, mel, meichi and mervin. (3 M =.='')
Eat alot ? Lols.. then went to pauline house play..as in Watch Campus superstar..
we all was like laughing all along..and saying something bad about those "superstars" lols

That is my day..A very tired day.. Hope tmr wont feel so sleepy..

How I wish i can return to the past ..
back to the day.
the day,
you holding my hand and stay beside me..

2007-09-10T18:01:00.000+08:00

Opps...Sorry for Late Post about the QUIZ..^^

1. The person who tagged you is?
Elliot =)

2. Your relationship with him is?
Band friend ..

3. your 5 impressions of him:
1.Helpful..
2.Very very good
3.like Music?and his instrument
4.Concern about others
5.NICE NICE NICE ^^

4. The most memorable thing he has done for you?
Err..Invited me to watch fireworks.

5. The most memorable words he has said to you?
erm... err...err.... alot bah..

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
O.O Wooo.. can believe it..Lols

7. If he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be?
Nothing ^^

8. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
i think i am a idiot .. so it will Never happen ^^

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Maybe done something very wrong to him..(the chance is 0.01%)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
Cheer him up....wish him happy all the time.. and stop him scratching himself!!!!

11. Your overall impression of him is?
Hehe..
Elliot..A super nice person..
a very good friend .

2007-09-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

O.O...I got tagged LOLs

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1.Shhh...First one cannot say out ^^ (******************)
2.Pass English paper
3.New Computer
4. $.$ Money Money
5. Happy Everyday..No Emo ^^.

Answer the following questions.
1. The person who tagged you is?
Ashley Yeo.

2.Your relationship with her is?
Classmate...Friend ^^

3.Your 5 impressions of her :
1.Cute & Pretty
2.Emo?
3.Always with Guys
4.like to Scream.
5.Helpful.

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you?
Err... Chat with me when i feel sad and bad...

5.The most memorable words she has said to you?
LOVE YOU?..

6.If she becomes your lover, you will?
Lols..It is Totally impossible la..cant even imagine..=.=''

7.If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
Never think of this before.

8.If she becomes your enemy, you will?
Err..i had no idea...

9.If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
steal my boyfriend? Lols..no la..i dont have bf..Lols

10.The most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
Now? err.. tell her not to Emo? or sad?

11.Your overall impression of her is?
Nice & Cute.. with boy all the time? Lols..no offence..Joking..hehe

12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Err.. Not sure..Funny? Lamer? Lols..

13.The character you love of yourself is?
NONE!..i dun really love myself.

14.On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
err..dun know.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
i have no idea.

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Wooooo... I LOVE YOUR ^^ thanks lots for caring me..and also like me..Lols..

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1.Angel
2.Yenzhi
3.Elliot? (if he dont mind get tag again)
4.Melissa
5.Yiling
6.Lini?
7.Ashley?(if she dont mind get tag * again lols)
8.Regina.
9.Gabbie
10.------nobody------

Who is no.6 having relationship with?
..Not sure..is she single?

Is no.9 a male or female?
Male.. my di ^^

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Opps... Number is Nobody..how to be together?.

How about no.8 and 5?
Wooo..They are good friend ^^...

What is no.2 studying about?
yenzhi?? Not sure..lols

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Oh..today..BAND? hehe

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
OMG..i dont know

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
Yup.. one brother.

Will you woo no.3?
woo elliot??? NO.. btw..i dont get the meaning..lols

How about no.7?
she is a girl

Is no.4 single?
Yep ^^

What is the surname of no.5?
Ong yiling ^^..(woo..i can remember it)

What is the name of no.10?
NOBODY..lols

What is the hobby of no.4?
T.T..sorry..i not sure

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Err..they are just classmate

Where is no.2 studying at?
Broadrick sec

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Girl??..ZZZZ.. NEVER EVER THINK ABOUT IT.

Where does no.9 live at?
Earth? solar system? lols

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
..Erm.. how i know

Does no.7 like no.2?
O.O.. Er.. dun ask me

How do you get to know no.2?
We are same class

Does no.1 have any pets?
Nope

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
...Not sure..LOLS..

Pheww......................................It end..So long.? Ashley.. you good ..Lols..

2007-09-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED BORED BORED!

After back from TUITION..then nothing to do liao..

Oh my god la.. How can my Holiday be so Bored???

I stared at my Com screen for about an afternoon....
Scroll the MSN list up and down dont know how many time..
On and off O2Jam more than 5 times.
In the end go Download Maplesea..to train my Skyangela.

Maple:
Feel so lost..because of those new staff. new map.and new friends.
Jump here and there..Teleport here and there ... Burn Pot like siao..
Mesos gone like hell..
In the end..Lose all the patience to Train by Hitting thoses Monster..

NOW:
I look at those "Paper" on my table... .. I suddenly feel very dizzy..
take one..and see...
Oh no..
all those Square,Circle,Cube,Cuboid,Perimeter,Area..ETC..
Number..1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.
zzzzzz...

Hell...

Want to do some English..But Elec Dictionary no Battery..cannot find meaning..
dont know meaning = cannot do..
Haish..

Look at my Flute..
.......DOTZ..
dont even want to touch it..
Just want it lying on the floor nicely..Lols

TV?
lols..everything so lame...Dont want to on it..
MTV chnl 51? Oh no...Those songs they play already repeat more than 5 times.

HOW???
SO SIAN.... HOW CAN MY HOLIDAY LIKE THIS?

Oh yea..Actually today want to go watch Movie...
but the movie is NC 16!
WHAT THE... how can?
CAN YOUR JUST WAIT UNTIL 9 DEC?? then i can watch it..
"I KNOW WHO KILLED ME ".. arh..
not fair..See la..because of this..Today so sian..!!

aiyoooooooooooooo!

2007-09-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

Good Morning (going to afternoon soon).=.=''.

Hehe.. today is WEDNESDAY..

Oh my gosh..How can it be? wednesday? so fast?

So that means i only left 2 days holiday exculting Sat & Sun?

No....! No way.. Look at how many Homework still on my table without even touch them!! Not only school work..i still have TUITION WORK.

Argh...

How? My time seem like so little that i cant even study..
Today i only have the time to finish my Tuition worksheet ,Maybe + some school worksheet.
Tomorrow i have Tuition + other stuff.
Friday i have Sectional from morning till afternoon..
Sat & Sun.. i am NOT IN SINGAPORE.!

GOD LA GOD!
My mummy call me to go Fetch Someone..! GOD! My time!!!

SOS! HELP! My homework and Study!!!

"RUN AWAY..JUMP AWAY..HOP AWAY"

bYE

2007-09-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

Wooooooooooooot..

Band Outing Rox.

Today was super Fun..
I swear i will never regret of going for band outing.

Those Games we play..Diao.. Lols..
we divided into two groups..
My group is Me,nicholas,fadhil.ahmad ,willie and jinlin.
the other group is kiantong,kelvin,gerald,ashton,jingwen,sal and genevie? (paiseh.dunknowhow to spell) see ! < this group so Pro.. how to win..Lols.

One part of the game we all sit in a row then connect to each other by our hand on others leg ..moving our butt to return to the starting point.. Hahahas ,Super Funny you know.. you can see a row of ppl moving the butts..Lols..and keep on shouting 1. 2 .1 .2 Lols.. I scared my shorts end up got a hole .Lols..(in the end no hole la..because it was on the sand)

Btw..My team lose in the end.Lols..Nvm..it just a Game for us to Enjoy ^^. Happy Happy..then loser team get punish which was to drink the UNKNOW drink..
after i drink everything ..i realised that it was made of Raw egg + Orange juice + Apple Juice.. Eyeer.. Nvm la.. since i didnt taste the Raw egg..Lols.

Oh yea.. Got another part is Eat those so call Unknown Food that Yumita cook.. Eyerr... It smell so disgusting.. cant believe that they have to eat it. My team sent Ahmad and jinlin..the other team is Ashton and Kelvin.. lOLS.. you see their face you will know how "NICE" is the food. so poor thing.. Then after Knowing what is that food..Waseh.....! want to vomit already.

After the Game..was Free time..
Arh..I am the Victim sia.. Kana Throw or Push inside the water Two times!!!
First time i was standing there shouting to zhenwei and elliot.. dont even know anything..Then zhenwei say something "zhang jun" then i look back.. i haven even know what was happening,then kelvin and gerald came , each person hold one arm..and drag me and push me into the water..!! i was shouting NONONO..all the way to the water..
Then second time was..I standing beside yumita..watching they all catching Racheal..thinking that will not be me again. who knows..Gerald turn to me again.. This time.. The 5 guys (Gerald.Kelvin.Kiantong.ahmad and fadhil * thanks elliot)...carried me and THROW me into the water..!. HELP LA.. all my cloths were wet + my hair..T.T..

.. Lols our Flute section everybody get thrown..LOLS.
Everybody was trying to get Jingwen into water..In the end.. they win.. Aiyoo..she so poor thing..

Hahas ,dont know how to describe the Fun of this Band Outing...
But it was really very NICE.^^

I ENJOY MYSELF THERE..
I LOVE BAND !

Everything are so Fun.. All band member are so nice ^^ I LOVE YOUR ^^... So tired..

I go sleep liao..Buaii..

*Thanks Elliot for Corrected my Mistake..^^

2007-09-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

Ohyashumi masai...

I suppose to sleep now..But just finish a cup of cupnoodle..so i think better dun immediately sleep..If not.. Hehehe..

Ok..
Today i didnt go for tuition..Reason is..
The BUS!.
I went to the bus stop at around 2.30 which is the normal time i take 960. But today..The bus didnt come..so i wait and wait after 30 min.. a bus looks like 960 come..But i push up my spec and see. GOSH! it was bus "Off service"

Hell..

So i wait again.. another 30 min gone.. which means i was 30 mins LATE.. The bus still have not come..Pissed... then another 10 min..it came.. Oh my god.. It was super crowd.. can you imagine there were about 37+ ppl inside a small bus..and still got ppl going up the bus. i was 40 min late for tuition + the journey travel there is about 25 min.. i will late for 1 hour..gosh.. I finally squash inside the bus.. But i give up after 3 stops. because the bus too crowd and there is Traffic Jam..Very PISSED .i think i cant stand in the crowd bus for 25 min .So i Give up. i alight at little indian..then walk back to Bugis. then go find my parents..and went shopping with them.

Oh yea.. at bugis.. i brought a pair of short jeans. "did i use any grammar wrong?" .very nice..but a bit short..since i dont have. so i decided to buy it..Hahaha..

I went to Suntec city to meet my mummy and daddy.
They went to Nokia buy handphone.. Again. i wondering how come my mother like that phone very much.. she already have it still wanna buy..For me it is Ugly..=.=''
While waiting for them , i went down to buy Plastic cover for my Dear zhu zhu phone. ^^

Later... Went to NIKE buy slipper.
it so nice can.. Nike again..Lols..

I LOVE NIKE..

see?my shorts and slipper. nice?? Lols.

Oh Ya.. This pic modify by me( up )..i wondering if i should use it as Blog skin?
Nice mah?? give some comment bah.

Lols..

Alright.. i think i better sleep now.. tmr have to wake up at 8am ..then went to tuition.. T.T

Cya..^^
GOOD NITES.

2007-09-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

It is Rainning heavily outside...

The wind so Strong....

My room was very dark because of the dark clouds..

Sunday.. break into SUN - DAY, But today no sun..only rain..Lols. so should be RAIN-DAY.

I have no choice but to stay in my room and do my tuition worksheet.
The perimeter & Area is driving me crazy.
As i need to find out both of the per & area of the shaded figure..
Argh...what a nice rainy day. but i have to do this stupid mathematics worksheet.

Haissh.. last night after meeting.. Because of my hunger, i eat too much...
today morning stomach ach.
How am i go for my Tuition if keep on rushing to the toilet? O.O

My mummy and daddy are going to watch movie.. T.T i want go also..at least i can watch something *FREE*.
NvM bah.. who ask the stupid tuition held on Every SUN- DAY. lols.

Ok..no time already..i have to finish up the worksheet.. T.T still left alot of pages..
Argh i am going to die ....

Buaii.~~~

2007-08-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

YoooooHoooooooooooooo....Its Holiday !!

Today was fun.
went school in home cloths..=.=''

Have lesson today, but teacher didnt really teach.
Then i give the Card we made to Mr LiM. and he said he love it. ^^ i was so happy.
Nothing much to do, so we wait until 9.45 then went to canteen.

Had party in Canteen until 10.46 then went up to hall.

Today the Performance was pretty nice..
Especially 4EA.. (hehe Elliot )

4EB (ZhenWei Class, Very nice and FUNNY!!!)

The Dance by one of the SEC3 (Super nice),

And MR LIM!!!!!!(WOOOOHOOO...HE SING SO NICE ^^)

lastly..of coz the BAND!!! (VERY NICE...Elliot again and all the band commitee member..Heiheihei)

Afterschool,went back to HONGWEN to meet yihan then went to watch Movie..RATATOUILLE.
Lols..Its Cute and nice..

.....Brain black out again..cant think of anything to write..So BYE..

btw..

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE TEACHER OF 1EA AND HONGWEN PRI

2007-08-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

Yooooo..

Hehe..come Blog...

Today stay back afterschool again...reason is to do the Teacher's Day Postercard for Mr lim.

very NICE ^^..Thanks Pauline and Meichi stay back to help me..^^

Alright..here are some photo i took with angel in Toilet..=.=''

AS A REQUEST FROM ANGEL..THE PHOTO HAVE BEEN REMOVED.

i like this one ^^....Lols..

2007-08-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

HeyHey Guys.
I get back my Laptop today..Hehehe..i was so happy..and my laptop now not as lag as last time.

Lols..Today stay back to do Project. then later accompany Angel wait for Gabbie..
We nothing to do, then went to Toilet..and took some stupid and lame Video + Photo..
Then after that, we went home..

Lols..suddenly cant think of anything to write..
before that i was planing to write this to write that..But now..Brain blackout sia..Lol..
I will update tmr..^^..

Buaii....^^

2007-08-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

HeyHey!
Guess where am i ? Hehehe.. I am in school computer lab2 now. because i finished my work,so have free time till 5.30pm.Nothing to do. come BLOG!.hehe

today after school.our class went for audition. it was very messy. Everybusy was like screaming around.dun know what to do. Me,as the director running around at the back stage. Tired!. but overall, it not bad la..hope can be choose.

Lols.My laptop got taken away by my mother last night. T.T. she said she want to repair the fan inside...Dont know tonight can get back or not.if no..that means tonight no computer. Sob sob..

Aiyayayayayaya...So bored! 26 min more to go home... My father waiting for me at home now..Miss him so much ..Lols.. ^^..
Wilson,
although ur handwriting was like.....Err..LOLS..but Thanks for ur "summary"..

Alright..I go do other things now...because nothing to blog.

Today is exciting day...so nice woooooo=D
and i saw something very interesting :)

2007-08-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

Somedays didnt update my blog already.
the main reason is Lazy.

Friday i get back my Maths CA paper.I get 46/50. Hehe..this result not that bad la. at least above 90%. but still have to improve.I want to get 50/50 sia..Arh.

Nothing much to write about.

I'm kind of weird this month.. Mood swing like hell.. emotions up and down everyday.
I feel sorry to wilson..Lols.. sometimes i am not mean to angry with him Or make him dulan.is myself also dun know what am i thinking..Haish..

Anyway.
Elliot,
Thanks you..and you have to cheer up as well..
We both cheer up. Let time wash off everything.

Gabbie,
Thanks you my didi.

Wilson,
Lols..ZHU.. thank you as well..

Alright. Tuesday have Science Test chapter 10,12,13.
God..i dun even understand a single thing..I better go study now..
and..i change my blog skin to orange colour..It feel warm to me. you?
Cya..^^

I feel Empty inside.. it was like i lose something. but i cant find out what is that thing.
I feel scare. Scare i will lose something. but what is that thing? i have no idea.
I feel Jealous sometimes. But what i jealous of ? I have no idea also.
I had already said i will let go,so i must mean my words.
Nomatter how hard..I will try .

2007-08-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

Lols.Today school was fun.

First we had Geography..its was boring.. I almost fall asleep during this lesson..But dont dare..Mrs lee lei.. Then she told me to take my Geography test after school..i noded.
Then was Chinese..Test..letter writing. Lols..I do half way. Mdm gai called me to go Staff room took worksheet..I had no choice, so go lor...(T.T my test!!) Then the worksheet i took was sec2 letter writing. dun know if it is the test.Then i saw wilson's. Wahahah..The BIG 张悟强. lols..his chinese handwriting was so ugly can. ... lols. then i saw Ashton's.. Oh my gosh... More UGLY.. his name so Nice..but his handwriting destory it..=.=. no offence.. Lols..
quickly return back to class and continue my Test.

After recess is SEL..lols..fun. Mr lim told us to build up the cards. It is quiet hard to do it. we all screaming .because the cards keep on collapse. in the end we only manage to build two level. Lols.
History lesson next..Lols.. Test again.. Mr rajan was like almost give us the answer as he told us which page to study. Then the paper is okok bah..i think i can pass.
Lols..after the test. Lols..Mr rajan start to teach..Diao..Here comes the part..Dun know what make him think of Underwear again..This time he got New invention you know..
UNDERWEAR + AIR-CON on it.. LOLS.
when i heard it. i was laughing my head off. LOLS..damn Funny..

can you imagine there is a Air-con on your underwear? or there is a fan rotating behind your Butt? Lols..

Then English lesson..Do the worksheet..Hard sia..And Ya..I passed my English!!..WOOHOOOOO..

After school ,went to find Mrs lee took the test..End up sitting in 3N2 class..Scary..everybody in that class stared at me..Cold sweat.Lols.
After that..Went Home.
My day..^^

2007-08-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

Heart Pain !

NOBODY UNDERSTAND HOW I REALLY FEEL THESE DAYS.
NOBODY KNOWS HOW I GET HURT EVERYDAY.

I had successfully keep everything to myself.. and never let anyone knows easily.
but it seems like i am torturing myself.

I emo easily.. I angry easily.. I sad easily..

HELL...what is this?

I enough of this..But what can i do?

2007-08-21T19:21:00.000+08:00

Lol.
Today was fun...
Yea...Angel is turning into Huachi ..Lalala... because
We are keep on talking about one guy who are Handsome?Very handsome? maybe .Hahaha..

Alright..Get back D&T test paper in the morning..and i get 29/30. almost full marks..Haish..nvm.because this time is not due to my Carelessness.so i was not that sad .and it is first in class la..Happy :D.

Then after school i stay back to help out the class skid. Actually I am just the noise controler,and no need to stay back at all.. but i dont want go home.Home is too empty.
So i stay and see what are they actting.. Haish..at first, i was almost wanna vomit blood when i see the way keqi directing.. so i decided to give a help hand.. I BE THE DIRECTOR of today..LOL.. at least we have come out something nice in the end..lol..
around 4.30pm everything end..and Angel and me walked home using the another way..then see the sky so nice.. lol. then take bus..go home..

Tomorrow HE test..Thursday Geography + History test.
so stress.!! SOS..

%when she told me that is not call love towards him.
i suddenly realised what she said is true.

2007-08-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

Here are some picture of SKY.. i took it today after school..i was walking along the path..and i looked up to the SKY..woot..it was so beautiful..

this took in my house

I love this Colour
this one took outside the school

This Obviously Not Sky..lol..its my table..my messy school table.. and today i get thunder strike to spend $2 to buy that stupid COVER..lol..nvm..

2007-08-20T18:59:00.000+08:00

Waseh....today the Mr chua....
So..handsome..lol,actually not handsome la..is the feeling he give you is very very nice.
Waseh.. if he is 1EA's form teacher..i think i will love broadrick..Diaoo..Joking joking only.LOL.

Yea..i was totally like a HUACHI during science lesson..LOL..
Alright.. Today we have taken Maths Commen test.. the paper itself is quite Ok..not that difficult but not that easy also. The Number pattern the thing..Haish i dont know how to do.OMG..i think i can jump down building already. I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THAT QUESTION..shock myself you know..LOL..

Oh yea..talking about today's PE. haish..i think my class really have to train on our team work spirt. especially the girls. I have nothing to say. The captain ball. we have to cooperate with each other right..But..when the boys join in that time..lots of girls were like..I dont want..i dont want.
what is wrong with playing with guys? Haish..and we had time limit.. everybody must understand this. we ppl called Start..We have to get ready..instead of standing at one side or crowd together somewhere. waiting for others to shout again and again. Haish..i get pissed off sometimes because of this. 1EA..first class in Sec1 level..but it seems like not really the first class. No offence everyone.. We have to work together..cooperate with each other.

2007-08-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hellos~...wooooooooot I am so happy.

Just back home from Cityhall. because i got invited by Elliot to watch fireworks tonight with Kelvin and kiantong they all.
Lol...They all very funny..on the way to watch fireworks ,Kelvin keep on laughing without reason.O.O..=.='' weird guy..LOl...Kiantong crazy with him also..Lol..then Elliot was like..had nothing to say about them...me, just laugh with them..Diaoo....

We didnt go marina bay because there was too crowd, so we went to the dont know where..i mean i dont know what is that place call in english..but in chinese is 纪念日战时期XXX的纪念碑.Then we sit at somewhere to chat and wait for the firework to start and take video..
Okok..skip somepart..if not it will be a long zhang jun's grandma stories..LOL..
Anyway..the fireworks is really nice.. but is very tired to hold up a phone about 10 min? to capture it..LOL..kelvin super pro..he hold it from the start till it end..=.='' ..Kiantong just jumping around..LOL..

Later..Because of KT and Kelvin's hunger..We went to eat BK...then went home..LOL..
LOL..just now was fun..Thanks Elliot for invited me to join them. Hehe..

Alright.. after that small incident happened between me and him.."A"
I finally ..yea FINALLY wake up.. Thanks him..seriously..^^
I am much happier than last time..Hehe..
Okok.. write until here.. Buaii.~~

2007-08-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!
I SUCKS..fine..
I'm enough of this. enough of everything. ENOUGH OF YOU.
I HATE YOU.

I WAS BLIND FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS .
I AM A IDIOT.

YOU SUCKS LIKE HELL..ALRIGHT..I SUCKS LIKE HELL TOO.
NOT ONLY SCOLD YOU..I SCOLD MYSELF TOO... OK?
YOU CAN CONTINUE MISUNDERSTAND ME..FINE
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME..
YOU HATE ME..I HATE YOU .THAT IS ALL.

I'M AN IDIOT! MY LIFE TOTALLY CHANGED BY YOU.

YEA.SOMETHING JUST TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE!

I WANNA CRY..BUT NO TEARS..
THE WOUNDS CUT SO DEEP..
I GET HURT SO DEEP AGAIN..

NO! I WILL NOT DOWN LIKE THAT AGAIN.
I WILL LOOK UP..
CHIN UP AND WALK TILL THE END..

2007-08-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

waseh.. i was super sleepy in school nowadays..
the only thing in my head is SLEEP. lol.. but i did paid attention to teacher wor.hehe.
D&T test today was kind of easy. Is that a test paper? i wondering when i do it.O.o.
Then mathematics lesson. Oh my gosh.. the stupid Number Sequence is driving me crazy. I was totally dont understand ..i mean i understand, but dont know how to do..HOW? tomorrow have Class test about this topic. I think i'm gonna die soon. Haish..
Then Pc lesson.. Haish..no teacher again. since the term started it seem like no teacher come in for 1EA pc class. So i have a free period without teacher. Woooot.
Then the following lesson were English, asusual. Boring..Then Science. LOL..mr lim show us some clips again. Funny.

After school. i went home to sleep awhile..(charge battery for myself)
then went to Library study.
I find that it is a really nice place to study and learn things.
it quiet. and you will influence by the surrounding people who are studying.
I done all the revision and homework in library..Woot..go home can play com without thinking about study..wahahaha..
(hehe..see handsome guy again..LOL.. sit infront of me somemore..2 hours + see his face..LOL.kk..i stop my Huachi..later zhenwei come tease me again..-_-')

Donut is nice..^^ it worth wahahaha...

2007-08-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

I was busy during the past 2 days.
And was about 2 days didnt online..
The reason is i want to make myself busy..and not to think of anything.
If not..i will definitely back to the "ZOMBIE" state..which is what i afraid of.
So. i decided to Study..Study and Study..
woke up very early and went to library, found a place to sit .Then start to study,write notes and read books.
I have to buck up on studies..that is definitely.

Today..went to Watch Sercret again..=.='' because it is really nice.
lol..then later went to buy the stupid donut. which is suggest by me.
Q up for 1 hour plus just because of this DONUTS.. feel like banging the wall..LOL..
haven eat yet..so dont know worth it or not..diaoo..
Oh yea..I bought my DEAR DEAR NIKE BAG yesterday...wooot..finally it become mine..hehehe..i am so happy.. yihan agree with me that its very nice..^^
I change my blog skin.. From the usually Dark background to a brighter one..White..^^
Just feel like want to change something..so just let it start from blog..^O^
now is abit plain..later if i have time..i will make something to the background..
"Background Coming Soon"

I want to thrown away everything.
Relationship this thing, i will not care anymore.
Its too complicated.
Its too Hurts
and too Silly.
HIM..i dont dare to think much..2 months is already enough..
我能遇见你已经是很不可思议了
i love this sentence in SECRET.
that is what i think now..
i can meet him it is already a mircle.

- JUN.

2007-08-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

Alright..
Thanks to everyone that cheer me up... I think i'm ok already..now just abit frastrated.

I got sore throat today..and its serious ..My voice is like a duck... very weird and high.
and my throat very pain and dry..I play flute half way will cough..Haish...I feel so sick... i feel something is burning in my throad..

lOL...tomorrow have to report to band in school at 5.45am.What the hell...Why must report so early?.5.45am..it is my dreaming time sia.. Today already very tired...Tmr still have to wake up so early..around 5am! Arghh.............I sick somemore...TORTURE ME!

Lol..I Always emo because of LOVE..it kind of funny...
I will wait...nomatter what....
Even if the final answer is not what i want..I will still wait..
Bye...i go rest...SICKK!!!

2007-08-05T11:55:00.000+08:00

Nothing Much to post..

I'm feel werid these days.. Mood change like the weather..
I'm still lost in the complex..
I dont even know what am i doing now..
Is my choice right or wrong?
is it all because of my Impulsive?

REMORSE? is this the only word left ?
I'm struggling...
I always think too much that make myself so painful...
I dont know why... I'm scared...

Yea..zhan was right..
I'm selfish...
so selfish that dun wanna face the fact... so selfish that dont dare to face the truth..
I forced myself to think everything positive..
that is why i can smile..can laugh..can play around like a fool and telling lame joke..
Until now..i'm still thinking that way...
3 months?? nono it almost 4 months now.. I'm still lying to myself..
coz i know myself..i know that i can back to that state any of the time..that is what i dont wish to happen..i think my friend does too..

He.. i dont know what to say...he just said he dun wanna see i get hurt by him...is it mean by
"because love you, so dont wanna hurt you?"
also because of that sentence..... i made a big decision..
yea..what is the point after hearing that still dont let go?

from last week..till today.. things seem like back to 3 months ago..i mean myself..
I cant really concentrate well..
Every day i wake up..first things appear in my mind is him..=.='''
Sorry wilson.. that is why i feel so guilty to you.
Coz i cant really find out a solution to get him off my mind...
I feel so stress.... The pressures are driving me crazy..

I didnt mean to hurt anyone... I never think of that too..
I trying my best to make yizhan happy..trying my best to talk to him.. but i just dont know how..
Gain one ,lose many.
Do your know how suck is the feeling?
i know zhan didnt angry..but look at the situation now..It like alot of things change...
i dont want that to happen... Hell..i had make the Stupid wrong decision..
Not only because of that...
I want eveything like last time.. we 3 chat together...play together... But now...=.='''

That is why i keep on tell wilson that Concentrate on study...Study First... and spent more time with his Friends..dont care about me..
I'm really the destroyer men..i hate it like hell...
I'M NOT MATURE ENOUGH..

how i wish i disappear right now... and everything will end...
without me...things will not be so complicated.

2007-08-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

Today ..i'm totally exhausted again..

Because of the musical things.. The whole day's lesson was like...Doing nothing..Class Commitee are discussing about the 2 day 1 night camp..Oh ..that will be fun i think..
After school.. i went for the Station thing. Woooo..it was super fun ..I didnt regret to take part in it. Station 1..The cards..=.='' we very slow..Station 2..the Basketball and tennis ball..We super fast..Station 3..What the.... We cant think of a better idea to get the water..Diaooo... Zhan keep on saying that I'm dumb..WHAT THE.... Station 4...Math...Station 5..Woo..i rocks at that station..Wahahaha...Station 6..again..Maths...Headache la..LOL

after that..Went to band..
.when i first step in band room..i heard Gerald shout" zhuzhu" ......................Dots...Paiseh lei..
Band praticse was Fun and Boring la...and i very tired...

iF you ask me that question again..i think i will say yes without any thinking..
But if you choose to forget everything.. i will stop everything..

2007-08-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

To let u know me better.
Here are Some stupid Question...and Short Answer..LOL..

1.What is the short form of my name? JUN/ZJ
2.What is my Birthday? 09 December
3.What is my Main hobby? Dance
4.What is my fav colour? Sky blue
5.What is my fav brand? NIKE
6.What handphone am i using? Sony Ericsson S500i
7.What instrument am i playing in band? Flute
8.what i want? Sliver Bracelet
9.what season i love the most? Winter
10.what Mp3 am i using? Ipod Shuffle
11.what food can change my mood if i'm Emo? Ice cream/chocolate.
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1.What will i do when i'm boring? Sleep .online game.
2.what will i do if People hate me? LOL.. HATE him/her back..LOL
3.what will i do if people misunderstand me ? depend on who the person is..if not just heck care.
4.what am i doing during lesson time? LOL..of coz pay attention to teacher la..
5.What i usually wear when i'm going out? LOL..definitely no Skirt..pants and T shirt..or jeans
6.Which country i wish to go? JAPAN
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Question from MEICHI
1.why my blog always so nice? haha..of coz la..i do it myself lor..wahahah
2.why my chinese so good? Lame la..i come from china..u dont know meh?? lol
3.why i sleep in class? lol..tired..so sleep lor..
4.why i got contact lense ..i still wear Spec? coz i lazy to wear contact..Troublesome
5.why i didnt help her when she need help? because u dont even need i help lor..
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1.have i ever think of smoking? NO..i detest smoke.
2.have i ever think of suicide? No..i still wanna live..
3.have i ever think of ask somebody kill me ? Yes.. he/she kill me better than i suicide.lol
4.have i ever want to be a bad girl? Nope...i hate it
5.have i ever want to be a BOY? YEEESSS... yes yes..
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lol..cant think of any question to write le..if u go question ,just ask me .HAHAHA

2007-07-31T19:36:00.000+08:00

《不能说的秘密》
作词：方文山作曲：周杰伦

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很後面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡著秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你说过的誓言
你用你的指尖指示我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落後才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎麼捡 ...

LOL..i suddenly love this song very much..the lyric is so meanful to me. i think only to me ....
70% for him..will drop? or remain there?
30% for him...will increase? or remain there too?

I DONT KNOW... i cant predict the furture..so i dont know.

Today ... No mood at all... Mathematics test result...what the hell!!!.. the answer is 126... after i copy down from Calculater..it become 125 .Somemore..i didnt notice it..until i get back my paper..Argh..2 marks gone like that!!! I hate my careless.. i hate myself...!
English...I see my result...Phew..i pass...Finally.... but i didnt feel a sence of happiness in my heart..ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..

After school...BAND...
what to say lei? band always the same things...BORED!!..
Haish..why u always get punish? SL sometimes is like that der la...Please dun take in mind..Hope u dont take it too hard too.. eat more chocolate bah..

After band..LOL..Asuaual..went home.....
I really have to buck up on my study....I hate it when "xxx" Always super excited and said to me" waaa..i win you again".. I HATE IT..
I swear..i will win you...and will not lose to you ever again..
Win you is easy...
lose to u is because i didnt even put the effort to study..
Let's see who will be the one say " I win You".
No name be metion..so u will not know who the person is..and Never ask me..
U may or may not know who is the person.
.
Thanks Yenzhi for this Music Box..I LOVE IT..
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LOL..my table....
my new pencil case..NICE right? LOL..
BYE LA..

2007-07-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

The past 3 days..Lots of things had happened..
and i was confuess and lost..
But now..finally... everything clear...Phew..
i choose my own way to go....
Hope it didnt hurt anyone.. ^^

LOL..that day went to bugis buy present for ashton..
Gosh..why so difficult to find it? i walk through the whole bugis junction with yenzhi many many times... Finally i saw one.. Waseh...super nice can.. I love it very much.... (ashton must cherish it hor) abit girlish..But for me,i think it suit ashton..dun know why..just feel that way..Wahaha...
tmr his birthday ler..wish him happy birthday..lol..
*anyway..we are friend now..dun think too far..Wahaha..

Haish...if really mean to be together..nomatter what...will be together in the end... ^^

MILO.....watashi...will try my best..Jiayou....

2007-07-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

I'm LOST again..
Where shall i choose to go?

yea..if say that i dont love him anymore. I think it is just a lie to me..
But if say that I still love him.. i think it is just....too silly for me.
See...i totall lost..
I've trying my best during the past 3 months to Heal myself.
But the scar is too deep.
That is why i decided to Lock up my heart..
it will locked forever unless there is a Key..

The key is with who? i dont know..and dont wanna know too.

I emo again..
Dun know why...after that break up, i seem emo easily.

will u willing to help me find a way to go?
Will u stay by myside when i need u ?
will u lent me your shoulder when i emo ?
will u help me massage my head when i have headache?
will u give me an embrace?
will u leave me?
WILL YOU?

2007-07-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

某些人在对别人不满之前,最好想想自己.
说不一定,自己比你恨的那个人还差劲.

知道吗?
其实我厌倦你的虚假..
你总是那么脆弱吗?
我不觉得..你甚至比我还强.

对你来说,我倒底算什么? 朋友?还是暂时陪你的玩偶?
我痛恨这些..

2007-07-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Thanks Wilson for help me take this picture...
The last performence with Shaoping....Sad...